FLIES

A fly on my food. So sad but there. On my favourite sweet corn. I LEFT IT INSIDE BY MISTAKE EVEN. Closed up the container and left so it means it had the entire hour inside. Before  I got to the fly on my food. A discover that My tyre was flat hit me on the N4 one of the busiest roads I kid you not. So here I am driving and minding my own business. I hear the car is not sounding the way it usually sound. Check the tyres before you leave, check the tyres at driving school. Which I did not attend. So yes oh my soul.

Thank God for Jesus that I was 3 minutes away from a filling station. HELP!!!  Shit, no jack, Let me call William, Lanyandza calls, tell her the story,. She is in a panic I can hear her voice, the lady at the CRECHE got her money she called to say. THe lady at the creche is another story. Trying to get my employees child to day care. We had to send the money via telephone banking. She had not received the money yet, check again, keep checking still nothing.

She gave her daughter the phone who confirmed the number but no money received. Lanyandza had not confirmed the transaction they were right!! Honesty is the best policy is what I ascribe to. They were going to get the money. The principal of the creche told me she reserves the right to take the child to the police station if we did not pay. Its business we understand.

Learn to take the good and the bad, my darling. They were going to get their money in Jesus mighty name they did. Got to the reception area at work, there was a baby outside. His grandmother is in love with him. So are we, happy he is here. I come up to him so excited to see him, the baby cries. In all of this I thank God which borrows from the verse I read this morning. Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God's will for you in Christ Jesus.
—1 Thessalonians 5:16-18

Let me finish my story about how God came through at the filling station after I tried to call Hope after discovering I had no JACK and did not want to bother the petrol attended more than I should. William crossed my mind as I was about to call him as I alluded before he came through at the garage and helped a sister out, even though he charged a sister.  GOD came through not William. We gonna be alright.

Tshidi and Kumkani, nice story line.

Abilities

Ok so read everyday, I get paid to read and find out new things everyday on top of finding out new things everyday.
Sometimes i put pressure on my self to read more and I think I am striking a balance here. I have to do each in moderation. Thank you Lord Jesus for moderation, but some need to stop. The smoking needs to quit.

If you write it down you are bringing it alive, not only have you created it in your mind and have said it but you setting a reminder. Go back re-visit it and see how far you are if you really want  it. Scrap booking. Oh wow I miss my book. I miss updating it and having it with me. Thing is its private and people get fascinated by it and want to see. Maybe I should teach them, find a time and a date where they write their stories.

Left and right. On top of it a llwe need to execise both psrts of the brsin. Lol let me try that agin, Left and right. On topof it all we need to exercise both parts of the brain.. One more time. Left and right. On top of it all we need to exercise both parts of the brain. Practice makes perfect.

Do not say your story out loud to everybody, they aint. Write it down these girls and boys do not read anyway. Write long and write good, let it flow out, it is also some form of therapy. Even if you wrote parts of it, you could never really write it all, just like you could not say it all. LISSSTTTEN this thing called life is what it is,you cannot even count on it too much.

Keep faith alive, pray for more years. The Lord of Hosts is good all the time, it is wonderful to be in his presence. Think of all the peace and happiness you feel in his presence, you have seen clean, you have smelled the best air, you have witnessed the most beautiful weather, the atmosphere is different. the list of all that is good is endless. So let us do what we have to do to the best of our abilities.

BLAZING THE TRAIL

You do not need to change yourself,
for boys who fell in love with
a beautiful, wild thing
that they are too ill equipped
and must cage to ‘handle’.

You do not make yourself less
when you are a comet filled with such power and intensity,
that you are
waiting to blaze
across this universe.

You are unexplored, unusual
and frighteningly beautiful.
And only a few will understand
the way to love you
without breaking you
and making you dangerous.

— Nikita Gill

GROW

"Don't you dare 
shrink yourself
for someone else's comfort —
do not become small
for people who refuse to grow.

— Marina V"

Strength

Ambition.

"I'm tough, I'm ambitious, and I know exactly what I want. If that makes me a bitch, okay.

— Madonna"