Dear Langa Amahle Reabtswe Makgamatha-Ngwenya

Hi Langa my bestie. NB teaching her how to type the orange is all you baby doll.
One day I will show you where you started .

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LANGA LANGA
LANGA LANGA

AMAHLE AMAHLE
AMAHLE AMAHLE

REABETSWE REABETSWE
REABETSWE REABETSWE
REABETSWE

LUYANDA LUYANDA
LUYANDA LUYANDA

XOLILE XOLILE
XOLILE X0LILE

SWIM GOOD

"That's a pretty big trunk on my Lincoln town car, ain't it?
Big enough to take these broken hearts and put 'em in it
Now I'm driving 'round on the boulevard, trunk bleeding
And every time the cops pull me over, they never see them
And I've got this black suit on
Roaming around like I'm ready for a funeral
Five more miles 'til the road runs out

I'm about to drive in the ocean
I'ma try to swim from something bigger than me
Kick off my shoes and swim good, and swim good
Take off this suit and swim good, and swim good, good.."

-FRAN OCEAN 

child-like-ness

my mom is bribing my daughter with the prospects of her going to school tomorrow.

the trap of growing up should be postponed. personally I do not feel comfortable with encouraging my children to grow up too soon, the world is a harsh place.

look at us! all of us! we wanted to grow up so badly. my friend called in a panic the other day, he cannot breathe he is trapped in his own growing up. he told me of the guy who apparently jumped out of the Discovery building in Johannesburg all because of growing up.

let the children enjoy their youth and may they stay forever young, like Jesus who likened the people who will see the kingdom of heaven to be like children. everyone knows I am a child with children and will personally stay that way. and ain't got no time with anybody telling me any different.

Lebo Sekgobela - Moya (Live) [Restored 2016]

a beautiful rendition to the giver of all things and the magnificent father we have in heaven and all around us.

Listening to this song literally bought tears to my eyes, it moves my spirit. it bears testament to the Holy Spirit of our heavenly father who keeps on doing great things.

Living here on earth be weary of being moved by anything else but God. Do not look to be moved by people, events, places or things all those are fleeting like sand in your hand, the warmth and glory of Jehovah is forever.

Tis a reminder oh mortal, that seek the Lord and his righteousness all the days of your life. Ask God to order your steps and even when he has ordered those steps ask him to give you the words to say and the appropriate action.

Oh the danger of relying on yourself is real and will capsize you. Hold on to this and call on it even in your sleep.

ahead

Ntobeko it's fixed girl just for you okaaay. Other day we were talking with Nolwazi and the message was type what is in your heart. Do not think about it too much girl.

She asked about paragraphs and punctuation, the answer was don't think about it too much, too much, too much ...tooo much it will all make sense. that awkward moment when not everyone has listened to Frank Ocean.   

Oh Frank! he was a phase when we did not think too far ahead... thinking about forever like he did. forever? that is unchartered territory, not a single letter from there. poetry, writing words live forever. Sometime somewhere this will be studied, Ntobeko and Nolwazi make it count. 

Somebody do something

I have just about had it with ....................'s attitude at the office.  

Today out of respect of everyone I choose to write down how I feel because if I addressed her it was going to escalate to a screaming match, and aint nobody got time for that.

Someone please tell this woman she is getting paid to do absolutely nothing here before I do. The whole month she does nothing.  We had an estate which we distributed last month, she got paid from that money.

Today I call the front desk where she is supposed to be, she is on her private line in another office.  To show my seriousness, I do not hang up and call to her to answer. She tells me straight: NO I WILL NOT!!! At the time I urgently need the file to draft an affidavit the client needs  to sign to acknowledge that he got his inheritance, so that Ms Shabangu can be released as Executor. From that affidavit alone we are able to fulfil our obligations with 2 important stake holders; THE MASTER OF THE HIGH COURT and the AIIF because our director was issued a bond of security ne.

I will cc everyone in this e-mail because I decided to reduce the incident into writing. If I only send it to either of you, it amounts to gossip, which I detest. The reason I need that file is because our job is incomplete. We have not been discharged as agents, which means we have not fully complied with the ACT. We are not those attorneys who are just all about the cheque but do not see processes through until we see the final product. Is it wrong then to task a beneficiary of our hard work to do a stitch literally, a stich to help us complete our job? I say stitch because LITERALLY that is all she asked to do, we sew all the other stitches, make holes and put in the damn buttons, hell the belts too if we have to. All she is asked to do is one bloody stich!!!! A SINGLE TAP ON THE MACHINE and she cannot even do that???!!!!!!!!!

Speaking of JOB, what is .....................'s job????? She does not even assist with making copies or putting paper in the printer but she gets paid every month end without fail. At whose expense? We all have our flaws we are not perfect but everyone keeps talking about the same person behind her back. Something must be done people. In the office people cannot even ask her to make them copies, God forbid you ask her to open the door when she is eating or sleeping. Guys this is mediocrity and if you keep wondering why you are circling the drain, you have PART of your answer.

The fact that I have to wait for ..................'s  to look for the file grates my tits! The only person in the office who is allowed to give ..............'s orders according to her is ...............'s  no one else and that is horrible. We do the work here, not her. We work the files here, we go to court here, not her. We bust our butts to make sure we get paid each month end each and every single one of us, NOT HER. This is wrong, I propose a Staff meeting on the 29^th of August at 12:00. We cannot continue like this, I am not saying she must get fired, something has to be done, it would feel better if the phone was unattended because she is in a queue at the Master’s office honestly.

..............'s this is your office,  your name is written in bold outside and on your letter head. Do something she is frustrating processes.  

Shekhinah - Different ft. Mariechan

All I can say is damn. So all it took was, a black girl being raised by a white family for us to be this blown away. Wow this song/album is explosive. I found my motivation, these are songs that make me proud to be South African.

This video made me late for work this morning, damnit that Mariechan girl got it going on. I love THEM BOTH they are toobomb. The visuals of the video nkosi yami YAAAASSSAAA!!