Once upon a dream

We were alive, it all made sense and it was all real then we woke up to our imperfections screaming it's all a dream. Life's a mirror, I constantly check my reflection and see you reflecting back. Days of old gone by, we swam against the tides of deceit and broken dreams. A promise of a new dawn looms in the distance as we squint trying to make sense of being awake. Sweet as it may, slumber we know is for the faint who spend their time idling. With both hands full and feet swiftly moving we ponder on what it all really means. We lose,we win,we learn,we fall we run we still stand the test of uncertainty. Working with what we have while trying to painfully let go of what we don't have anymore. Our efforts are like smilies in the wind, so alike but often swept away by doubt. Someone whispered write your heart song, i am the courage for you to see it through. With our eyes closed we meet, wherever we are. In a room filled with strange voices and cold bodies, we find comfort and warmth in the reality that is within us. Trying to make sense of it all we need the rest of our lives. I am bonded in fear and live in days of old where treachery and neglect ruled the day. A time when I would hate my reflection because I never saw you. A period of emptiness filled by a child growing inside of me, yet I was alone. With my knees hitting the floor I plead with God to set me free, break these shackles and stop me from wobbling but help me walk. I am walking, two children and unfulfilled prophecies on my back and front, we run. Run as fast as we can, like fish who swim unbeknown to them that there's snares everywhere, we swim past them, no that's not where we are going. We have a date with destiny. Once upon a dream It was penned, before it all came to an end in our heads.

Writer- Xolile Ngwenya

Kim K

Kim Kardashian salute to you and all the yummy mummy's who get hated on for working hard for whatever they have, no matter how it manifests itself. Sisters work hard, wow it actually should motivate, so hey let's stop the hate. Look at Kourtney really?! Have you seen Tamar Braxton?! Toni Braxton?! Woman does not age, then again have you seen her mama, miss Evelyn Braxton?! BEYONCÉ????????!!!!!!!!!! Look at that, even auto corrected added end that hat on top of the e because she's...let's say it together BEYONCÉ,, oh snap it did it again. There's a reason auto correct does that, this woman really works that hard, no like this woman works, God bless her soul.

Shout out to Joseline Hernandez holding it down with a baby in her belly,drama and all. Yeah I said her, she's a woman and a hardworking one at that, she deserves the mention for something positive. It cannot be easy, but she's doing it and we are watching for all the good reasons. The list is exhaustive trust me, whoever is reading this has their own list I should hope. Power to that. Uyanda Mbuli and Dineo Ranaka, you are true warriors ..royal wave I don't think we know or should know.. Note to self,work out,work hard. 

Speaking of work out, shout out to my dear friend Thobile Sithole our firework,hot,toned and straight up blazing. She can get it anytime. You will only get it if you sweat for it! On your marks,ready,fire..GO! 

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Untitled..how does it feel

Often times we say and feel things out of impatience. I love God and his word because he spoke against anxiety the child of impatience. We look around us and feel we are not doing enough or getting what we think we deserve based on what other people are doing or have. I have been victim of this, I pray today in a critical spirit, for myself and all others to allow the Holy Spirit to plant in us the fruit of patience and renew perseverance and hope. 

May we look past the future and concentrate on the now. Life truly is a gift of learning. It will teach those who want to learn and spit out those who do not. Today part of the old, I want it now and this way dies. Let me be fine and work without I have, many a times just like in love we are disappointed by our own expectations. When God says his plans are bigger than your dreams believe it. Faith,faith,faith can move mountains oh boy I believe it. Away from it all where it is just you and a God it is possible, I believe there's people who have done it but since it was between them and the giver of all things,,,that's where it stayed. Unknown and unseen by the world,all it's things and all its people.

Oh Lord forgive me for I have sinned, I am not perfect. I got momentarily stuck on it happening now and and almost tested you. The devil lied, he lies. Not that I ever pay him any mind..he tried it and failed and will continue to fail. A good man is a dime in a dozen, you sent one I receive. In the game of the Father,the Son and the Holy Spirit let what you have bought together be tied in an u breakable bond. Let me reside under your shadow so your goodness and mercy may follow us all the days of our lives. I speak life! Speech and words of construction are summoned to be ready at will, with all the rest banished. 

To you, I am sorry. You know who you are. I am humbled, patiently waiting on a God to lift me up high so I can soar with Eagles. All that you do that I am scared to see sometimes is permanent and has us in mind. Thank you for your efforts, may God continue to bless your hands,mind,spirit and body. You are from the Platinum province,that's what you are to us. A girl could only dream or shah then one day she wakes up next to you and finds out she's living the dream and all her wishes came true. One day people will go through this moment in time, they will try to make sense of it to them, I can only wish them good luck. 

All that matters is you know and I know that patience bears the most succulent fruits, that and keeping your eyes where they belong and that is on me, unless you want the gorged out. In our quest of realizing true love and running away as fast as we can from what it's not, we find ourselves here. I am bare with my heart and mind open, waiting to receive and relive what others of old left markings and secret encryptions of. It's always been there, we are not the first or the last we can only hope to inspire those who find it to never take their eyes off the prize. I love,respect and submit to God and to you. No one is perfect, I myself are far off the mark, with every realization of that, that hits me whether after a hissy fit, fleeting thought or sway of unnecessary influence, I am even more humbled. Here I am waiting on God to lift me up.