Untitled..how does it feel

Often times we say and feel things out of impatience. I love God and his word because he spoke against anxiety the child of impatience. We look around us and feel we are not doing enough or getting what we think we deserve based on what other people are doing or have. I have been victim of this, I pray today in a critical spirit, for myself and all others to allow the Holy Spirit to plant in us the fruit of patience and renew perseverance and hope. 

May we look past the future and concentrate on the now. Life truly is a gift of learning. It will teach those who want to learn and spit out those who do not. Today part of the old, I want it now and this way dies. Let me be fine and work without I have, many a times just like in love we are disappointed by our own expectations. When God says his plans are bigger than your dreams believe it. Faith,faith,faith can move mountains oh boy I believe it. Away from it all where it is just you and a God it is possible, I believe there's people who have done it but since it was between them and the giver of all things,,,that's where it stayed. Unknown and unseen by the world,all it's things and all its people.

Oh Lord forgive me for I have sinned, I am not perfect. I got momentarily stuck on it happening now and and almost tested you. The devil lied, he lies. Not that I ever pay him any mind..he tried it and failed and will continue to fail. A good man is a dime in a dozen, you sent one I receive. In the game of the Father,the Son and the Holy Spirit let what you have bought together be tied in an u breakable bond. Let me reside under your shadow so your goodness and mercy may follow us all the days of our lives. I speak life! Speech and words of construction are summoned to be ready at will, with all the rest banished. 

To you, I am sorry. You know who you are. I am humbled, patiently waiting on a God to lift me up high so I can soar with Eagles. All that you do that I am scared to see sometimes is permanent and has us in mind. Thank you for your efforts, may God continue to bless your hands,mind,spirit and body. You are from the Platinum province,that's what you are to us. A girl could only dream or shah then one day she wakes up next to you and finds out she's living the dream and all her wishes came true. One day people will go through this moment in time, they will try to make sense of it to them, I can only wish them good luck. 

All that matters is you know and I know that patience bears the most succulent fruits, that and keeping your eyes where they belong and that is on me, unless you want the gorged out. In our quest of realizing true love and running away as fast as we can from what it's not, we find ourselves here. I am bare with my heart and mind open, waiting to receive and relive what others of old left markings and secret encryptions of. It's always been there, we are not the first or the last we can only hope to inspire those who find it to never take their eyes off the prize. I love,respect and submit to God and to you. No one is perfect, I myself are far off the mark, with every realization of that, that hits me whether after a hissy fit, fleeting thought or sway of unnecessary influence, I am even more humbled. Here I am waiting on God to lift me up.