Speacial mention goes to..

This special one goes to Martin and Joey two guys I just met on my way to Res. We just sat and talked, or rather they listened to me talk lol. It was like they said, refreshing and rare. That's what I get from interacting with a lot of people or at least try to get. Thank you guys you made the walk through the maze bearable.

It's nice to meet people on the same wave lenght, who just get it without you having to explain. People who laugh and listen to what you have to say. I used to think it was too forward to just gel with people and have that ,we have known each other for years,welcome to my world  kinda feeling. I used to be reprimanded for that on the daily and I was made to believe it was wrong.

Until I met a very special friend (you know who you are) who taught me it was ok to be me in doses. She always said, not too much. I remember the words she pinned on the wall for me to recite

• observe
• listen
• talk less

I kid you not. She taught me to observe my surroundings and the people I'm with, listen to what people have to say and most importantly, to speak less cause people who know me know, there aint no answer like a Ms_Curvy answer. I will never stop thanking her for making me realise It's ok to be me for myself and not for other people or for show. Always do it for me and not for entertainment purposes I was never getting paid for. She said stop being the loudest girl aka the WOOOH! girl who all the guys come to for help to hook them up with your friends, imagine that shit!!                        

That was the best gift anyone's ever given to me. I modified myself but I will never stop being me.

I might not have understood why I am the way I am but I do now. I am what God wants me to be. I bring hope,joy and light wherever I go. Not to mention laughter. Those are good things to bring with and their always welcome.  To all those people who stomach me, thank you for allowing me to be me.

Kind Regards
Ms_Curvy